I hope that you can understand, this is not what I had planned.

I am completely and totally unable to focus on homework right now. I'm almost done reading On the Road. I love it. I've been listening to More Time on repeat for hours. Justin came up yesterday... We went to Salmon Falls with Helen and Josh and then had a big BBQ. We got ice cream and then came home and watched Cloverfield. I fell asleep. Justin and I listened to Red Foxes screaming in the woods and then went to bed. Had a big lovely breakfast with my family and sat around watching The Deadliest Catch until lunchtime. I had a really hard time with him leaving today and got all emotional. Now I'm doing massive amounts of homework so I have less to do later on in the week. Wednesday night I'm skipping my staff meeting to go to the Seadog's Game with my family (and possibly Caitlin.... D. Ortiz will be playing). I have a 10-15 page research paper due Friday about the affects of socioeconomic standing on maintaining a healthy lifestyle. Or something like that. I fit into an old pair of jeans that I didn't fit into last week. I want sunny weather again. I'm skeptical about a few things. 6 more months is a long time to maintain a long distance relationship and I'm starting to realize how long 6 months truly is (but I'm not giving up). I have a lot going on in my head and sometimes it scares me. I realized today that I leave for school in a month and 10 days. I can't believe how fast this awful summer is going by. I can't wait to be with everyone at school again. I was e-mailed by the head of the Honors Program today and was welcomed into the program. It is really exciting to me that I now have something to motivate me to do well academically. Hello September.